that wonderful moment when you can see someone's name whom you haven't spoken to in a very long time, and it most likely wasn't a good last conversation, and you realize you have absolutely nothing to say to them. you have no desire to win their approval anymore, nor spend your love on those who are just terrible out of touch with themselves. they were great friends, and they still could be. but i would rather lose them, than constantly feel i have to be a certain way for them, that's other than myself.
one day, you'll see someone the way i saw you, and then you'll understand that all i ever wanted was to be there for you.